Sunday, 9 December 2012

Leave my love.

  I feel strange of him today.He look gloomy to me.We walk together to the park with no word come from our mouth.What wrong with him today?I saw the bench where we always sit together and talk about each other."Albert can we sit awhile on the bench."said me.He starring at me and look at the bench.He walk to the bench and i follow him behind.As we were sit i start to ask him why he look gloomy today.He only been silence and then he take a breath and he said the word that crush my heart."I want to broke up with you"said him.I could not understand why he said that .Is it a joke or what?He grabbed my hand and give his ring that we use as our couple ring.It was not a joke.He leave me alone at the bench.Tear comes out from my eyes as i could not believe of what he had said to me.
  It had 5 month i have not contact and seen him again after the day we had broke up.I still cannot forget him and i cannot throw my memory about him.I had been at other country trying to forget what had been happen to me.I just focus to my study and always making myself busy.Mum had call me to go home.At first i do not want to go home but because that my family had miss me a lot i went back home.
   I did not saw him even i had went home to my country.Where is he?I ask my family about him but when i ask about it,they just silence and look sorrow .The next day i went to his house .His mother saw me when she open the door and cry .She embrace me and said "you had late to saw he die."What?It is true what i already heard.Albert die and he did not even tell me.I cry as my tears comes out without stop.
  His mother send me to his bedroom.She said that before Albert had die ,he leave me a letter.I open the letter..
   Dear Ely,
Now you know that i had leave you forever.I am sorry for not telling you that i leave you like this.I know you mad at me and i am really sorry.I did not want dissapointed  you and you were having your final exam.I did not want you demoralisation because of me.I love you.i am sorry.Hope you will make a new life without me.